I feel...lonely.
And the thing about being lonely, is you cant really talk to anyone about it.
There are people all around me, and I'm in a place I truely do love. But sometimes...sometimes...
Do you ever feel like your just not good enough for anyone..?
Not worth listining to...or worth wanting to intentionally be around...
I guess everyone feels that way sometimes. I just feel like typing out what no one really wants to hear tonight, thats all.

How do you change to be more consistant with others, without changing who you've always been? I feel torn. I dont want to change who I am, so much so that I wouldnt for anyone. It wouldnt be worth it. But in the words of others...
I'm intimidating and quiet. The eqivilant of hanging a caution sign around my neck it seems...

I'm thanking God for telling someone to tape this poster here on the office wall.

"...but I will not forget you...I have inscribed you on the palm of my hand..."
(Isaiah 49: 15,16)

What a God. Always encouraging us in the most unexpected ways.
I think I'll go spend some time with him now.
Signing out.